Kids used to drive me crazy

I am pleased to share one of my client's transformations implementing the power of observing their thoughts, feelings, and behaviors.

"I’m an organized person and believe in the idea of perfection. The belief system I had behind the word perfection is peace, relaxing and when things are good, I can rest and no need to worry much.

When things disturb the feeling of perfection, I get into attack mode by controlling the situation like shouting, screaming, it's like a mini war. Especially when small kids are around, I get tense as they mess up the place and shout at them and later feel guilty.

I already started to work on this behavior before I couldn't get proper answer. And then today I felt like I must sit and observe, I'm done being in this loop attack and feel guilty later.

I realized that I was using this control method as a shield 🛡 to protect my peace, relaxing/resting mode. My unconscious belief is when things are in control I can be at peace. If I feel my peace is threatened by external thing, I get into attack mode even before the act takes place. So, it was protecting me these many years subconsciously but now that I realized I don't need this to protect my peace as I'm now conscious enough to protect it.

It’s a blessing to walk with you because of what I am today. I say proudly you woke that sleeping person in me and leading my life happily without any regrets."